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Wednesday, March 14th, 2007
6:07 pm	ARRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHH MY. INTERNET. IS. FUCKING. SLOW. AS. HELL. Dx No seriously >_< Its fucking slower than a freaking 56k modem D; God dam it, I hate TMnet Dx. And my fucking life is really fucked up right now. The fact that I fucking use the word fuck every godamn sentence is a testamnet to this. And there's even lag when I type in fucking LJ Dx God I hate this ;______; I fucking need a change... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 21st, 2007
3:17 pm	Life is such a drag... Yeah it is, says no and you're a liar Dx Okay maybe not, if you are the son/daughter of a incredibly rich person and can have anything you want brought to you on a silver plater, I doubt life would be a drag xD Anywayzz I'm on my last year of high school now, so life is pretty much study! study! study! NOT! Well its supposed to be, but considering the lazy bastard I am, I just waste my time in front of the computer all day long xD The past week been pretty fun, mainly cause of Valentine and Chinese New Year day. Why is valentine fun? because its the one day of the year where you could write fake love letter and get away with it xD I mean any other day they'd like think twice about it (thats what I do ;P) but during that day all hell break lose >D I mean a friend of mine got a (fake) gay love letter and was depressed about it until the truth came out xD The power of valentine, fear it >D And if you're living in a place here the Chinese community still holds true to their traditions, chinese new year is THE event of the year. WHY? Cause it means free money ^^ Basicly here you during chinese new year, if you visit someone who celebrate it, they'll give you a red envelope filled with money. FREE. Why? causeits supposed to bring good luck. This year harvest was RM45 ^^ About 15 US$ ^^ Wait, if life going on so smoothly, why is it a drag? Cuase my next exam is just 2 week from now D; So basicly once chinese new year is over, hell is waiting Dx Suzuku ;3 (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 13th, 2007
5:17 pm	Teh Future You know usually when you're on your final high school year you pretty much had a general idea what you're going to be (I'm stereotyping here, so like :x) I however being the failure and self-pitying loser, has no idea what I'm gonna be, so instead of studying for the exam I'm like wasting my time doing all sorts of clubs activities xD Right now I'm in the robotics competition, the computer club, the Scout movement, the chess club, and I just joined another chess competition. And I still haven't done last week mathematic homework xD I need a personal assistant. Or an organizer the very least D; Anywayzzzz, I just got all my exam marks annnnddd I didn't fail a single subject ^^ Go me xD And: Everyone has a purpose in life. Perhaps yours is watching television. -David Letterman The guy is genius I tell you ;3 PS:Someone go teach me math Dx (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 4th, 2007
8:25 am	Death... People dies. Its a fact we all know, but most of the time we just either ignore it or try to forget about it. I was doing great ignoring this fact till a few hours ago. This morning my mother told me that a cousin of mine just died. And he was just barely 1 years old. I mean he's still like a baby. And I just saw him 2 months ago. I mean he was alive and kicking that time but now he's dead. Just like that. Suddenly dead. No warning. No nothing. Just death. I mean no one in my family has died recently with the exception of my grandpa and my uncle, but both of them was like 80 something. But my cousin was like 1 year old. I mean he's younger than me. And hes dead. I just still cant digest the fact, I mean he was laughing and jumping and smiling and alive just 2 months ago. Its really depressing. I just cant seems to say anything about this. I mean hes fucking dead. I was kinda looking forward to seeing him next year, to see how big he's gotten but now hes fucking dead. Dammit someones dead and all I can do is rant here. I am so fucking useless. And you know whats even worse, I'm not even sad. I'm just like empty no feeling. Like I'm in an abyss or something. No tears just emptiness. I'm so going to hell. (Comment on this)
12:14 am	Rants! Part 1 After like 1 month of school I realized my life is utter chaos D; I can hardly breather anymore Dx Theres just to many damn stuff to cope with, school, after-school, homework, and then there are friends -_- School and all its evil: School sucks. I mean last year everything was still bearable, despite the principle being the utter bitch she is. Anyway stuff was kinda great last year, sure the teacher still brings pain and suffering every 3 days or so but I still got to see my friends and thats what school is for, right? But then this year everything went haywire, the principle turned from being a bitch to a deranged, obsessed, not to mention EVIL abomination of HELL Dx She turn school into living hell. I mean Saturday was supposed to be holidays, but noooooo since were fucking "school's hope" student we must strive for As and thus must go to school EVERY FREAKING saturday for the last 4 weeks staright >_< Fuck this. She even made my english teacher cried in class D: If shes's not evil I dont know what is. After-School and all its boredom. My computer crashed. Again. For like the 5th time this year. And whats worse is my fucking hardisk died. Both of them D;. All thos animes ;___;. And I got physics extra-classes every thurdays this year Dx Damn it what ever happen to peace after school. I know the year jut started but by the looks of it I'll be hating 2007 >_< Homework and the never ending pile of D00M. Is it just me or does the amount of homework seems to increase every year. I mean last year I ALWAYS finish my homeworks (one way or another) but this year they just seems to add before I can subtract D; Which is really depressing. Which kinda result in me being an utter jerk at school. And biting people every 3 minutes became a habit nowadays. Bleh, and the new teaches are all sucky >_< I miss the old teacher but most of them just cant seem to stand the new Principal anymore, so I got stuck with the newpeoples. And getting the Vice Discipliner Teacher as you history teacher is no fun at all. I mean every lesson starts with questions and ends with questions as homeworks. I miss Senawi D; Friends and Me I'm a jerk. A bitch if I was a girl. But I'm a guy so you'll just have to bear with calling me as jerk. I say before I think. So I'm a pain in the ass kinda guy. I should die or something. Yet I have friends. Which is kinda nice cause they're really fun to be around with. But I kinda miss being a loner. I used to be those anti-social people cause its cheaper that way xD Yes I'm poor. I dont even have a handphone ;3 So like pity me xD or hate me ;3 I prefer hate over pity. Okay, whay am talking about this shit now? I have no Idea. Look like I'm starting to talk to myslef again and since LJ is starting to go all glitchy and laggy and lamish I'll end this now. I guess. Anywayyzzz, since nobody is ever gonna read this (pessimism rocks people) I'll say this: FUCKING PRINCIPLE WHOSE NAME I FORGOT GO TO HELL BIACTH x3 Love, Bayu Mahista -censored- ;3 Yes my name is THAT fucked up. Well atleast its better than my little brother's xD (Comment on this)
Friday, January 5th, 2007
3:02 pm	My New Year Resolution is 1024x768 Ahhh New Year Resolutions, a list of all the impossible things people knew is impossible to be done yet still try to do xD God help us all. Anyway in the spirit of resolution and its resolution-ness I shall write one of my own. Fear me. My '06 New Year Resolution -Rule the world or die tryin. -Learn how to code. -Start speaking Japanese. Or Chinese. Whichever I learn faster. -Pass my tests Without cheating. -Say the word "fuck" 50% less this year. God help me >_< -Lose some wight. 20kg of it. Damn those chocolate cakes. -Get educated. -Get Psycological help. Remember kids Impossible is nothing. Now who said commercial isnt educational xD (2 Comments |Comment on this)
2:40 pm	I HATH RETURNTH Dx I have return my chirldreennnn. Finally after like a moth or so of insanity in Indonesia I finally comeback to Malaysia to find out that everything is fucked up here aswell, blergh Dx The internet is fucked up, my house is fucked up, even my school is fucked up. So this entry is dedicated to my new totally fucked up life D; Fear teh bithcin >D Lets start with ze internet. Apparently while I was back at my grandma house in Indonesia a quake (the earth one not the game one for all you geeks out there) hit Taiwan and it turned out the quake doesnt just kill people it also kill fiber optic cables. The cables D; I mean what did the cable ever done to you mother nature, they dont polute or anything they just like sit there and bring the joy of the internet to millions of loser,life-less people like me D; I mean fuck this, I need the internet BAD Dx I mean how am I suppose to life without it Dx Moving on... When I got back home my house is in RUINS I tell you D; Theres a cat in the storage, there are grass growing in the balcony and kittens are living in the shoeboxes Dx I mean its not like we left the house for like a year or something, we just left it like a month and my dad was in it the whole time. Moral of the day, men cant be left alone, they'll simply kill themself :x And I'm a guy dammit Dx And school started already. The holiday seems so short and stressful Dx I was so busy getting draged from one relative to another by my mom the holiday ahrdly felt like the holidays Dx Anywayssss First day of school was fun, I get to see everyone again, all those evil faces >D So like I'm Form 5 now or the 6+5=11th grade as you american call it, it seem everyone from my old class is in my new class except the 3 girls who got moved to other class. One is Nimai girlfriend (the poor guy he hardly talk that day xD), one is the Smartest girl in class (yay for lower class average) and the other one is the dumbest girl in class (names are deliberately not mentioned to avoid lawsuits). A lot of last year teacher will be teaching me again, which isnt so bad since most of last year teacher isnt all that bad ;3 But our tyrant of a principle is still alive and kicking Dx Dammit get transfered already :K And she decided to start the first day with preaching AND studying Dx Gah the evil bitch Dx I guess that enought bitchin for the day, anyway since my internet seems to finally fixed itself (took ya long enough tmnet :K) I should be online more often nowday :D But why wont it allow me to download some D. Gray-man Dx Fuck tmnet >_ (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, November 24th, 2006
5:32 am	Indonesia here I come ;3 I'm leaving for indonesia toay, so I wont be on till I came back like, next year ;3 So happy new year and merry christmas to all that celebrates ;3 See ya guys next year x3 PS:They aint got not interet there, atleast one I can afford D; start screaming and headesking- (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 16th, 2006
7:23 pm	Why Lufiras? Some of you may (or may not) wonder why I pick Lufiras as my user name. Actually I don't have a particluar reason except it sounded cool xD It kinda sounded like Lucifer, the father of all evil ^^ Anyway Lufiras is actually the name of the main character of a manga I read awhile ago. It just stuck in my head and I was kinda bored with my usual username, draconifers which I also pick only because it sounded cool xD PS:draconifers mean dragon plant by the way. PSS:My english is horrible isnt it ;____; (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 15th, 2006
6:52 pm	Amy's Dog. That what the idiot guy who sits infront of me in class likes to call me. Amy is the girl that sits next to me by the way. Anyway here's the deal, Amy is what you consider a typical pretty girl. But in my life pretty girl=scary girl. Just sitting next to hear kinda make me umm... fearful xD Okay that sounded really lame but in honesty it really makes me nervouse, it feels like theres this supressing aura that well, supress you xD I dont know why but it just is. I'm lame. I know -_- So when theres something that scare you, most people will do either a)Anihilate the feared thing or b)Try to be on good terms with the feared thing. Seeing as killing is still illegal here option b) is the only way to go. So I act all kind and nice with her. Which isnt that hard since I generally am with most people xD Anyway this by some people is misintrepreted as sucking up. Since she can be quite bitchy to some people. Anyway he just happen to be one of the people that kinda piss of her bestfriend so she's being a bitch to him. So he kinda hates her, me thinks. Thus, he decided to nicknamed me Amy's Dog. Its amazing what being kind can make you look nowdays. I miss sitting next to idiotic perverts D; Atleast they're simple minded xD Thought the pervertedness can get annoying sometimes -_- I mean must they talk about breast all day long Dx Girls have it, guys dont. End of story. No need to obsess about it -_- (Comment on this)
12:35 pm	Things I saw in Manga. Its amaizing the stuff you can see in manga. some of the stuff I saw is juts too hillarious that it resulted in me suddenly laughing out loud which direcly cause my parents thinks I'm mad xD I'm gonna start posting some of them in here, as soon as I remember my photobucket account D; Till the next update ;3 (Comment on this)
Monday, November 13th, 2006
11:57 am	To myself in like 10 years or so. So how are me in 10 years? I'm writting this message to you in case my life got fucked up real bad that I actually decided to reread my LJ entries all over again. And thats about as fucked up as it can get. So like in 10 years I'll be 26 years old. So I'd probably had a job ad if I dont I'll most probably had died from starvation and this is basicly meaningless. Anyhow assuming that I do live that long I'm gonna write you some advice, why should I listen to someone 10 years younger you ask dear self, well adults tend to overthink stuff so listen to teenage advices, they only think halfway throught ;3 Lets get right to the point shall we. If I have a job, I'll most probably have a boss, cause I'm so irresonsible only an idiot would put as the boss. So here's the deal, if your boss/my boss is being unreasonable a jerk and like to take credit for your/my hardwork. Quit the godamn job. Even if it has a good pay cause we only need money for 5 things: Food, Manga, Anime, Computer and Internet. Even a dishwasher wage should cover that. And If our coworker and a pain in the ass, get even >D Being evil is compulsary in the face of evil-doer ;3 Now lets move on from worklife to social life. I'm assuming you don't have one cause I never do. So that means no social ties and responsibilities, which equal COMPLETE FREEDOM! So incase I somehow manage to get a life and is chained by social responsibilities, ditch them ;3 Its not like I'm a responsible guy now am I? Anyway remember that Money only has 5 purpose, To buy food, To buy Manga/anime and to upgrade the computer , to pay the bills and to pay the rent. So dont get obsessed about it, its not like you can take it to hell. You do still remember that I/you is going to hell, right? If you forget about it then I'm reminding you here, YOU ARE GOING TO GO TO HELL. So start feeling emo-ish and do with your life the way you want it to be done. You'll looking at an eternity of pain once youre dead anyway, so might aswell enjoy it, eh. Love, Your ever lame self Bayu ;3 PS:Don't get a girlfriend, trust me it makes life simpler ;3 (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 8th, 2006
5:44 pm	Its good to have friends. That has lots of video games that I can borrow 8B In just 3 days I practically get 5 new games ^^ So long boredom, hello bad eyesight ;3 On another note, the family of a friend of mine is moving away and his gonna go to college, soo the family's comuter got donated to my household ^^ OMG! lyke freebies 8B Now if only I have a spare computer table and power extension :/ Bye^2 PS:I'll make up for the shortness of this post once I finish all my new games ;3 That be like in 3 weeks? PSS: Need For Speed Most Wanted rocks ;3 (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 28th, 2006
12:43 pm	Happy Eid to All ;3 Happy Eid Day to all ho celebrate it and happy saturday to all who doesnt celebrate ;3 Well this WAS supposed to be written last wednesday BUT I was too busy snacking on free food to write anything D; So, HAPPY EID/SATURDAY TO ALL x3 PS:I lost 4kg xD PSS:I think I just gained 4kg last 2 days Dx (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 21st, 2006
1:32 am	Goodbye Exams ;3 Helllooo freedom ;3 And boredom, depending what day of the week it is. I have a love/hate relationship with holidays -_- I still have like 2 weeks of school but who actualy pay attention in class once the exam is over? I wonder what I should do for tomorrow :/ In a completely unrelated topic, MUCC is my favorite Jrock ever ;3 But I need more of their songs D; Spare me some pleaze ;3 Bye ;3 PS:I just got the class photo yesterday *_* As ususal I look ugly in itxD I'm soo gonna scan it and post it 8B (Comment on this)
Monday, October 16th, 2006
2:16 pm	Post-Exam Day entry #5 5 more days.... Its official. I SOOO HAVE FAILED MY CHEMISTRY PAPER. Yep, no doubt about that one. Thats all. Felling hopeless makes Bayu lazy D; (Comment on this)
Friday, October 13th, 2006
3:40 pm	Post-Exam Day entry #4 Friday is heereeeee!!! And we all know what that means... WEEKEND! Normally I wouldn't be all that excited over the prospect of weekend-ness but since its the exams any that without a paper staring at your face is a good day :D Moving along now. I didnt have time to write anything yesterday so today'll be SUPER DOUBLE DAY POST! Which doesnt exactly means anything except it sounded weird. And weird is good. Anywaaayyyyssss, Thursday sucked. Totally. Absolutely. Most Definitely. Undoubtfully. Well you get the idea. The Add Math paper was disasterous. When I got the paper, the first thing I do was like read the first question. Obviously its not like I'm some idiot that read the paper starting from the back. I'm not okay! Well atleast not anymore Dx Anywaysss, the 1st question was lik "OMG I cant do this DX" The 2nd was "YESSSS I can do this ;D" The 3rd was like "NUUU I cant do this Dx" The 4th and the 5th was basicly "FUCK 12th and 13th question where it was "HELL YEAH! I can do these two :D YESSNESS" Then I realised even if I got all the part I answered correct, I'll still fail Dx The Islam paper went smootly ;3 But I still wish we dont have to study it Dx I mean we have rights dont we Dx -fastforward to friday- Physics paper was fun :D The first paper that went according to my expectations. Which isnt that good but still it went according to my predictions :D The chemistry paper also went accroding to my expectations. Which is comlete and utter failure. I can answer the first 20 question fine, but the remaining 30 was complete and utter disaster. It was a Multiple Choice Question aka MCQ paper, so basicly the last 30 I close my eye and let lady luck do her thing. So tomorrow gonna be a NOREVISONORTEXTBOOKORSTUDYORNOTEORAYTHINGSHOOLY day!YESSNESS ;3 Well I didnt exactly study or revise or well go near the textbook he past few days, but its the thought that count, right ;3 PS:Is it just me or does Kanda look like a girl in the 94th chapter cover? I actually think she was a new character or something -_- I mean he Dx ARGGGHHH I can't differentiate genders anymore ;_____; (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 11th, 2006
12:54 pm	Post-Exam Day entry #3 Wednesday. First paper for today was Biology. It went suprisigly smooth. At least hallf the time I know what I'm doing compared to previous test where I dont even know what te questions ask for xD Of course half the time is still utter nonsense. Anyways the second paper was Islam. Why must we learn about our religion at school? Isnt that what the mosques and churches and synagues are for. I practically flunk it. Ever since the Ustadz teach I practically abandon all hope of ever passing my agama tests ever again. On a lighter note its halfway past Ramadhan. Raya is coming :D Which means money $_$ The End. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 10th, 2006
1:39 pm	Post-Exam Day entry #2 Tuesday. Still 10 days left. Why god WHY Dx Double English today. Double the fun. Sarcasm. The first paper went well except for the literature part. Why do we even have to study literature? I mean thats what harry potter and the lord of the rings are for right? Anyway its proven that I am indeed illiterate. Joy. Skipping to the second paper. Double Essay. Double the dread. Not sarcasm. The first on went okay, but the second one was disateous. We have to chose 1 topic out of 5. Heres the list: 1. My school. 2. Love. 3. Myself in ten years. 4. The importance of exercise. 5. Begin a story with "I woke up and I find myself alone" I picked nummber 4. At first number 1 was kinda tempting but then I realised the only thing I know about my school is its name and how much I despise it xP. Not the kinda essay you want the teacher to read. The second one was just O_O. Love? What about it? And the only thing I say in ten years time is me being a die hard otaku xD. Cant really write about that now can I 8B The last one was really tempting except that my stories always ended up being totally weird. Zombies and werewolf came up when I write the makeshift draft :P. So I had to kill it. So thats how I got to number 4. It wasnt that great either. 80% of it came from those comercial about fitness machine xD. And the other 20% was pure nonsense. I am so doomed D; Bye^2 (Comment on this)
Monday, October 9th, 2006
5:00 pm	Post-Exam Day entry #1 Monday has passed and with it I passed the dreadful BM test. Only 11 days till complete freedom... Anywaysss today sucked. Cause right when the exam started I started having stomachache. So I did all the papers while trying to winstand ecruciating pain in the abdominal section. Not fun. The it turned ot I got Diarhea later when I got home. Not fun either. So tomorrow pretty much will be the repeat of today. My exams days suck. But reading Hitman Reborn was fun. Chiao ;3 (Comment on this)